Interview in Nakkeran from an Ex-Bhramacharini Part I
http://shockan.blogspot.com/2010/04/shockan.html
Not only Nithyananda sexually exploited ashramites but other senior 'Anandas' in the ashram also did the same. I went to the ashram seeking spiritual practice and became a Bhramacharini but they used me as a sex toy for the 'Anandas'.
The Bhramacharini started narrating the attrocities that happened to her.
The Ananda has name synonymous with the word 'Knowledge' and he is the main guy who compiles/writes nithyananda books.
This 'Ananda' called me suddenly at midnight once. He said, "I don't have the mood for writing now, come and sit next to me" and put his hands on me on places I can't tell. I got angry and walked out from there.
I went to Nithyananda next day and told him what happened. Nithyananda replied to me telling, "Do what he says, you will advance soon". I was shocked by Nithyananda's response. The same night, the 'Ananda' called me to his room. He told, "Are you trying to complain behind my back to Swami? You know, Swami cannot do anything. I know all about his secrets and the leelas, so Swami cannot do anything to me. If you behave properly, I'll get you a very important post in the ashram, otherwise, I'll tell everyone that you are a thief and shame you in public." Then he started hugging me and said "It's only good for you to adjust with me". I asked him "Can you do this non-sense by wearing saffron-robe?"
He answered me saying, "Do you know the story of Krishna and Sisubalan" and started removing my clothes. "There is a story in Bhagavad Gita. Sisubalan thought that he was also enlightened like Krishna and told the Gopikas I'll give enlightenment to you by enjoying with you. Krishna had his own gopikas and did the same but still Krishna has a good name and Sisubalan has a bad name. So a sannyasi asked Vyasa muni 'Krishna is doing the same as Sisubalan, so why everyone is telling that Sisubalan is wrong while Krisha's activities are called as MadhuraBhavam?' Ananda says in middle "Do you know what is MadhuraBhavam? It is seeing God as a lover; i.e. rasa leela. Rasa leela means the drama conducted by God. So coming back, Vyasa replied, "The Gopikas knew that Krishna was enlightened, so the relation that gopikas had with Krishna was based on knowledge/Gyana. The gopikas did this to attain the state of god or enlightenment. But the relationship the other gopikas had with Sisubalan (non-enlightened person) was a mortal relationship and so it's wrong". Also having relationship with enlightened beings is a way to turn yourself into god said Vyasa. This is how the Ananda completed the story.
"This is how the 'Anandas' tell some story or the other and cheat the Bhramacharini's" she said and ended her sad story.
Interview in Nakkeran from an Ex-Bhramacharini Part II
http://shockan.blogspot.com/2010/04/shockan.html
She also told a story about another woman..."She used to be very stylish, more beautiful than a cinema heroine.Her father is a homeopathy doctor, she also knew little about homeopathy treatment.She came to the ashram to do service. If anybody had muscle pains, she used to do massage treatments and cure them. She was also targeted by the 'Ananda' I mentioned before. She never fell for it. So the 'Ananda' started harassing her by shouting at her in public about the work she did etc. The 'Ananda' had an assistant whose name started with 'SU'. She was like his right hand (wo)man. So the 'Ananda' gave her the assignment to get the doctor's daughter for him.
This 'Ananda' sang praises about the 'SU' assistant to Nithyananda whenever he got a chance and got her a good position in the ashram. So with this position, the 'SU' assistant tried to brain wash the doctor's girl but she never fell for it. The assistant got angry and made her work at the cow barn (goshala). The girl had to take care of cleaning the cow dung, getting milk early in the morning from cow etc.The girl even did the job by thinking that in Hinduism, doing a service to a cow is like serving god.
The same night the 'Ananda' called the girl and told "Can a Goddess (Devathai) like you clean cow dung with your hands? Just accept my wishes, I'll make sure you get great respect in this ashram". After sometime the girl was never found in Bidadi. Later only I came to know that this girl got transfered to Salem ashram due to this 'Ananda' since she did not cooperate with him.
The same 'Ananda' also sent another girl out of the ashram by giving her 'Prostitute' title since she did not cooperate with him. This girl who came to learn meditation fell in love with the Viruthachalam organizer's son. This guy is from Dubai and they fell love when he came to the ashram. But the 'Ananda' already had his eyes on her and started his games with her. She told the 'Ananda' that she is in love with another guy and to leave her alone. She told that she wanted to marry the guy and leave the ashram.
The 'Ananda' told that "the guy will never know if you are with me just for a day, so take it easy". The girl refused, started crying and ran away from him. The 'Ananda' immediately called the guy's father and told him that the girl (whom his son is going to marry) used to be a prostitute in Hyderabad and is of bad character. When the girl came to know about this, she cried all day and did not even eat. But the guy who she loved was a very good man and had much confidence in her, so they eventually got married and ran away from Nithyananda and ashram.
Like this, there was another girl from Bangalore who loved a guy named 'Kiran' who came to meditation workshop. When Nithyananda and this 'Ananda' came to know about this, they tried several things on them, but somehow the pair left the ashram
Next, I'll tell more about the music studio team and their games in the ashram.
What would you usually expect to see in a music studio? You would think musical instruments, but in the ashram's music studio, but you could see strips and strips of birth control pills!
I'll tell more about this later.....
